Canon's Diary

Action without thought is empty; thought without action is blind – Goethe

While living with schizophrenia, I move between Tokyo and Osaka. Through this journal, I hope to quietly share moments from my daily life—and memories from the journey I’ve taken with my illness.

If you could have something named after you, what would it be?

Back in my 30s, I used to play with my nephew a lot. At the time, he was still in elementary school, and I looked forward to seeing what he would become in the future. Thinking that a game requiring some brainwork would be good for him, I bought two remote-controlled cars. I put his name on his car using letter stickers, and on mine, I placed a label with my own name before giving them to him as a gift.
That said, my nephew always called me “Jiiji” (Grandpa), so the label I put on my car simply said “Jiiji.” Even though I was still young at the time, to my nephew, I was an uncle (oji in Japanese), and for some reason, he couldn’t quite bring himself to call me “Uncle ○○” (○○oji san) instead.

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