Canon's Diary

Action without thought is empty; thought without action is blind – Goethe

While living with schizophrenia, I move between Tokyo and Osaka. Through this journal, I hope to quietly share moments from my daily life—and memories from the journey I’ve taken with my illness.

Monday, June 30.
It was my first time going back to our Osaka head office in a while.
My fridge was empty, but luckily, I found some fried rice waiting for me in the freezer — that saved the day.

Having worked through Saturday and Sunday in Tokyo, plus taking the bullet train all the way to Osaka, I was still pretty worn out. Even so, I had a hefty workload waiting for me, so I powered through at a pretty fast pace. My main task was preparing technical documents to submit to a client, but in between that, I had team meetings and a handover session for a new project.

Before I knew it, the clock had ticked past closing time without even a moment to chat with my coworkers. By 7 PM, there were only three of us left at our desks in the department, myself included. It’s rare for me to head home this late — I usually clock out right on time.

“Are you always here this late? Don’t overdo it, okay?”
I gave a quick word of encouragement to a colleague still at his desk, then headed home.

At that hour, I didn’t have the energy to cook, so I stopped by the supermarket and picked up some deli items at 40% off. Prices drop nicely late at night. I also bought some cabbage, carrots, pork, and green onions for dinners starting tomorrow.

Tonight, though, I’m calling it quits and giving myself a break to recover.
Time to rest up.

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